"I feel like I'm wasting my potential."
Those are words I actually spoke to my husband earlier today.
They are just the tip of the iceberg of feelings I seem to be facing lately about life. Feelings sparked by comments. By conversations. By situations.
Mid-life crisis? The emotional changes of fall? Lingering personal troubles with settling in to our current community? Too much unused mental energy? Regret for not pursuing different paths at different key points in the past?
Ah life, what a mystery you can be...